I slept very late today. I don't know how much is depression and how much is that I stayed up very late last night waiting for ryoske_kt to call. Once I finally got up I went on a massive cleaning jag, sorting out a bunch of old clothes and donating things. I'd been meaning to do it for a while anyway, but with all his things all over the place, I needed to get some of them out of the way. I live in a pretty small room, still at my parents' place, so I don't have a lot of room to spread out. A lot of things are going to go into storage soon, because I just can't live like this. I am also planning to rearrange the room, too, to give myself a little more floor space. I finally got a chance to talk to ryoske_kt late tonight. Well, online, anyway. I think it might actually be a little easier to talk to him online, since I can't hear his voice. And he can't hear me crying from missing him so much. I'm off to bed now, so I can wake up in the morning. I have a date with my husband.